Saturday, April 11, 2009
SCREAMSSSSSS!
i hate exams.
i hate exams.
i hate exams.
i know many of you would say i'm lucky to be able to study. but it's killing me lah. it is such a struggle can. like just now, i took hours to write a chapter of notes for this kuku module. these few hours i kept wanting to give up, either to close the book and sleep or use laptop or whatever shit. but i hang on and finished that chapter. i don't feel happy, because that's lots more to cover. neh neh. this semester seems so much to study. i want to continue ranting but i don't know how else to continue. i think the first 4 lines are enough to explain my feelings. argh.
edited:grandparents are here to stay for a week. the other day ah gong went ntuc and bought jelly for us. today aunt came and bought gui ling gao. ah gong specially took one for me. ((: from these, it goes to show how much they love us and still little kid to them. it's very seldom that i get to see them. this stay somehow makes me want to be closer to them. i realized ah gong looked really cute when he take off his fake tooth.
it's 1.35am now and i'm super sleepy. i think i took 9 hours today to finish writing 3 chapters of notes. comparing to last semester, it's better. but looking at the days left to exams, it's nowhere better. i'm especially stressed when shuxian called and tell me she scare not enough time blah blah.
i'm stressed.
i'm stressed.
i'm stressed.
but i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
and i will do it well.
i will do it well.
i will do it well.
4:47 PM
