Monday, February 2, 2009
fuck fuck fuck. i'm having such a bad mood now. went final theory evaluation and i failed it the third time. i must pass it by tomorrow no matter what. a total waste of my time and money. i wanted to study tomorrow morning and now i have to waste my time and money on the stupid evaluation. i don't understand where i went wrong. and the second time questions are fucked up. reached home and mummy said her friend saw me today. and please, it's a guy. i really hate those 38 people and this is a guy. how can a guy be so 38. i wonder what did he see and say to mummy. and i don't know what's wrong with me recently. i've been so easily tired and having dreams every night.
and the thought of going to school tomorrow really makes me more pek cek. i don't know since when, i really hate school. i'm sorry. i shouldn't be saying these now, given the fact that i've gone through one semester and that i've paid the fees. sorry. but i really don't know what's wrong with me. tomorrow onwards, there will be endless projects and notes writing and then it's exam on apr to may. fuck. but i will try to try my best and get back the study mood asap.
but then the good thing is sweetie did sayang me when i'm in bad mood. thanks sweet.
11:35 PM
