Tuesday, November 11, 2008
i really hate it when i need to express something, but i've no one to turn to. i don't know. i have dearest friend, best friends? but certain things aren't so easy to share or put it across.
tomorrow's going the whatever counsel side to talk about brother's case. i seriously don't like it. i don't like talking about it with them,with counselor. i am not that close to brother. if they were to ask questions like, "is he getting more guai now?" "how do you usually advice him?" i really have no idea what to answer. what's worst is it's only mummy and me tomorrow. but i can't possibly say, "pa, i don't want go. i don't want to care."
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