Sunday, November 30, 2008
as a 21 years old girl, i wish i have more freedom. coming home like after 12am seems to be a problem. going out like after 10pm seems to be a problem. so envy people of my age or even younger.
if only all these aren't a problem. i would have gone to meet you and do my little part as a good friend to make you feel better. i'm sorry for not able to do that. but whenever you need me, i'll try my best to be there. just say it. (: you get my point?
spell b-o-r-i-n-g for holiday. i have no place to go to. no one to go out with. and no money to spend. gonna spend money this dec for birthdays, phone, outings blah blah.
i don't want any christmas gifts from you this year. i want you to be happy.
this is for you. though not hand typed by myself, but it conveys what i want to tell you.
Sometimes, no matter how hard you try, how much effort you put into it, how much hope you’ve got pinned on it, some things will just never happen. And this is one of the many that just throws you without a warning and here’s the moment where you actually need someone to pick you up, to hold on to you tight, to tell you everything’s fine, to be there when you need someone to wipe away those tears, to calm your nerves and to pamper you with hugs & kisses.and i'll be this someone. (:
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