Friday, August 15, 2008
recently was rushing the disgusting OB assignment. too tiring and too much for me to take. i guess it's because i'm so mentally tired, i had to force myself up in the morning. wanting to skip lesson or cab to school, but i cant afford any of the options above. half slept in trains and almost sleeping in lectures. slept at almost 3am every night, wanting to wake up earlier, or wake up one hour later to complete assignment, but ended up sleeping all the way till morning. this assignment is the shitty-est assignment ever. 8 sources, 1000 words. i can only write 50 words intro. 100 words per source, 50 words discuss, 100 words analyze and exceed 50 words for conclusion? crap.
sorry, i am tired of school. yes i know it's good to have a chance to study. it's only the first one month plus of the uni. but i am really very tired. when assignment dates draw near, chapters of revision pile up. i think i have over 10 plus chapters yet to write notes. not to say practice the tutorials. i don't know how am i going to revise these many chapters, which i take 3 hours each. i can't imagine what will happen to me when exams are coming.
so, i tell myself, from next semester onwards, or hopefully after these assignments are done, i am going to manage my time well. have a certain part of assignment done each day, no matter how difficult it is, notes writing everyday.
sigh. growing up is a no fun process. many things to learn. for girls, struggling in uni. for guys, struggling in NS and even struggling in uni after ord. :(
had a little nap when i got back home. but i had nightmare over the same issue again. yes, it made me cry. how stupid, crying in sleep? or waking up crying? stop bothering me, will you? :(
7:11 PM
