Monday, July 28, 2008
lecturer explained more on the OB assignment today. the things he said made me more stress. telling us the amount of sources we have to look through to complete the assignment. wrong referencing, minus 5 marks. wrong format, FAIL. exam in SIM-RMIT is NOT easy. during that half hour, i kept thinking if i made the right choice. but saying all these are useless now. only thing i can do is work hard in this 1.5 years. MR mini assignment due this friday. no school tomorrow and wednesday, shall work real hard and hopefully doesn't become a mad woman.
pimples outbreak making me feel inferior when i step out of house. even worst if i don't put make up. but i know, making up on pimples is a big no. long-time-no-see friend was surprised to see me and points to my face and asked "you too stress ah."
ugly girl.unexplainable feelings. i seriously don't know why. but there's this unexplainable feeling inside me. it's as if i want to say something, but i don't know what to say. it's as if i want to hold on to something very badly, but i don't know if i can. just..... strange? uneasy? i don't know the word. i really don't. i hope nothing turns bad during the coming month. i'm afraid the current good relationship will turn bad. please don't.
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