Monday, July 7, 2008
i am back from my first day of uni life. it's kinda boring to travel to and fro school alone. glad that i bought pinkie. i was late for 5 mins, and when i stepped into the lecture room, the room is 90% filled. felt really lost, cos the class has over 200 students.
found a seat at a corner and settled down. like i've mentioned, today is angmoh lecture. i have to concentrate in order to catch what he's talking about. i feel so dumb when the lecturer jokes and the whole class is laughing and i catch no ball. at times, i would pretend to laugh. dumb isn't it?
it's the first day only, i already feel the stress. it seems like there are alot of readings to do. essay by week 6. report by week 10. looking at the assignment due 6 weeks later, i feel the stress. and that's only ONE MODULE. i have 4 modules for this semester. the environment is so unlike RP. and it have been a long time since i have paper, books and stationary for lessons. hopefully i'll adapt and cope well. and i'm a happy girl, because precious is nice. easily contented eh?
he is seriously incorrigible. i want to wash my hands off this matter. i really don't want to give a damn. but looking at how parents are so vexed over it, i really don't know what to do. i don't want to continue explaining, i don't want to give opinions, i don't want to feel unappreciated. yet i need to do something. sigh...
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