Friday, July 11, 2008
ever since school started, i have been rather busy and easily tired. i did revision every night, even during non school days. i hope i'll be this hardworking always. but uni life is indeed tough. revising the chapters at least once, and some topics more than once, i still have difficulty understanding. sometimes i don't even know what i'm studying. the worst is, i can't seem to get more info from the net. i'm pretty bad in researching. sometimes i would find it a waste of time to sleep or surf net. yet i lack the motivation to spend hours revising.
sad to say, it's the first week but i'm on the verge of giving up. i'm a easily stressed person when it comes to work. trying to start on my assignment yet i'm very very lost. that makes me want to cry and give up. such a failure huh. but hang on, ade! it's only the first week!
since i don't have as much time to waste as before, i kinda regret rotting my days during holiday. i should have finished the shows i want to watch. should have taken my basic theory.
and now, i have the opportunity to do what i wanted. but somehow, something is stopping me. to go for it or not to?
sometimes, my heart beats abnormally when i receive sms. beats abnormally when i know i'll be seeing this person.
11:29 PM
