Monday, May 26, 2008
i hate having mood swings. don't know why, i was feeling moody yesterday. maybe because i thought someone isn't feeling good. maybe bro is real irritating. maybe cos of headache. but i felt better later in the night. just now i was a little unhappy again cos of family stuffs. but better again. (:
anyway, there's high school musical on ice! i've never been to any on ice. thought that he would want to go, but then we would be the oldest among all the little kids sia. next, he gave me a link to the NDP tickets e-balloting. and yes, i've never been to any NDP before. hopefully i'll get the tickets this time. i know i know, i'm a super sua gu girl. never been to this, never been to that. i was a much more sua gu girl before i knew him. yup, he adds life to my life. (:
apparently, my medicine doesn't allow me to find any job. small pills make me sleep for 8 hours. double dose one week later, which means i'll sleep 16 hours? lol. plus the other side effects as well. maybe i should change back to the previous medicine? but it still has its side effects. i really hate sleeping time. i'll get super uncomfortable after the medicine. ):
after some thinking, maybe i should not study first? no doubt i have to loan from banks to pay for my fees, provided i'm accepted. loan from bank means need to pay interest rate as well. maybe i should find a job and save up till i can pay for the fees? but what if after working for a few years, i don't have the mood to study? hmms. decide again if i'm accepted.
life's fragile. do treasure.
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