Sunday, April 20, 2008
yesterday was kinda terrible. at work, partner and i gotten "scolding" from boss, thanks to the kids and their parents. reached home and had headache. then i receive the news, it came sooner than what we expected. can you don't go? we know that it's something which cannot be escaped. though i will worry, but i know you can go through it. (:
supposed to get my mp3 today. had a hard time contacting alfred, and only get to know that he's on leave today. then last minute decision to bugis. as usual, the girls made me wait for hours. bought a pair of jeans.
seriously speaking, i'm super not motivated to do what i'm supposed to do. if it's purely taking medicine, yes, i'll take. but there's more to it. and i just don't feel like doing it. i guess i've made things worst, and should prepare to get scolding from doctor on thursday.
on a second thought, i should not quit my job.
will you miss me? will you look for me? will you call or sms me? i wish i can go through the different stages with you. one thing for sure, i'll be here whenever you need me.
knowing that i'll be able to see you makes me smile. purely looking at you and talking to you makes me smile. sometimes, i'll just smile silly-ly because of you. yes, that's how special you are.
thank you for the opportunity and the time. (:
loveyou.
3:25 PM
