Monday, April 28, 2008
i think i have phobia eating my medicine now.
last night, i don't know for whatever reason, i flip and flip and flip on my bed, but i couldn't get to sleep. i feel nausea after some time. then, the next thing i know, i jumped out of my bed and ran to toilet. i don't know for whatever reason again, the nausea feeling is so strong, yet nothing came out. i'm not sure if it's due to my medication or because i was sick. temperature was 37.3 degree then. was feeling so terrible and afraid, cos i have symptoms like body ache, nausea, fever, headache. i skipped medication this morning cos i'm afraid it will cause me to have fever. and now, i don't dare to take the night one cos i'm afraid i will feel nausea.
and now, i'm having gastric pain. ):
i don't understand how can love be such a vulnerable thing. boy, come back and show me the previous sentence is wrong.
be fine soon, cos it pains me to see you like this.
4:52 AM