Thursday, April 24, 2008
i don't know what went wrong with me. i don't know how to take care of myself. i don't know why i don't bother to take care of myself. something's wrong with my hp. i hate my hp. something's wrong with my lappy too. something's terribly wrong with me too. had a little talk about relationship with a good friend yesterday. it feels kinda weird talking that with him, cos he's seldom serious. somehow i can relate his situation well. and yes, it's a super complicated thing when it comes to matters of the heart. although i dislike the way it is, but it's unexplainable. what happens... when the one you love used to call you precious, but you are not the number one precious to him/her anymore? on the other hand, what happens when you have moved on, but the other party is still lagging behind? i guess irritating is the word. i've forgotten since when, you've become so precious to me that, i just want to spend my life with you, pampering you. enough. off to work.
3:14 AM
