Thursday, April 3, 2008
29 March.i attended my first graduation party! was excited about it, yet i know there'll be times i'll be unhappy. thanks girls, i know you tried your best not to make me feel left out. but somehow, somewhere is missing. i just don't feel right. don't feel extremely happy at the party. oh wells, it's over. at least i attended it. cos it's a once in a lifetime thing! it feels good to hug you girls before leaving. take care alrights. (:
though at the end of everything, i don't have the least things i expect, but i can understand why. (: love.30 March.W66L chalet at aranda. nice place. when i stepped in, it's like going for someone's house warming. hah. i told some of them, welcome to my condo. lols. can see wild wild wet just outside our room, which brought back memories. went down to bbq and i only ate like 4 or 5 items? played some card games. had my medicine and wasn't feeling very well, but i don't know how i managed to stay awake the whole night. some were mahjong-ing, some sleeping, some fishing. me? boring. psp, ds and movie only. practically alone throughout the night. daybreak. sneaked out a few times alone, don't know for what. went to buy breakfast, then handy arrived with his wii. don't know how we can play the wii for so many hours. not bad la. then decided to go outdoor. the guys went for soccer and cycling. kailin and me decided to go wild wild wet, but somehow, we end up back in the chalet playing wii. just the both of us. pathetic eh? played cards again while waiting for the guys to bath, then out for dinner. home after that. it feels good to be home hugging my favourite purple bolster again. (:
like what desmond lim used to say, 快乐的时间过得快, 又到时间说 bye bye. although throughout this chalet, there are times i feel bored and lonely, but i still wish i can stay longer. maybe cos this time round more people, maybe cos graduate already, don't know when will there be such gathering again.
randomness.so far, medication is making me feel terrible everyday. my body still couldn't adapt to it. i wonder what would happen when it's time for the max dosage. sweetie can be super duper sweet if he wants to. can be super duper caring if he wants to. who would still care so much given the status now. only him. (: i accompanied sweetie there, and i'm happy. okay, that's about it. i don't know what randomness i wanna talk about.
the sneak-out-picture.
3:25 PM
