Sunday, March 2, 2008
it's supposed to be a happy day. but somehow, i'm not feeling happy. someone's unhappy. and i'm unhappy because of i-don't-know-what.
had nightmare last night, which as far as i can remember, is the worst nightmare i ever had. met precious for 2 short hours, but was super happy about it. came back home and keep sleeping. woke up, online and the usual stuffs la.
heartache when i knew about it. i don't like. it's so xin ku. seriously, i don't know what i can do to help. i'm worried and upset, yet i'm not able to help.
i envy how couples mentioned about their sweet moments with one another. i miss those times of you and me. when you are sick, i'm the first person you look for. someone i can care for. someone i can pamper. someone i can talk to. someone i can spend time with. although what we had were very little, but these little things are things which are important to me. life's much better because of you.
when we were bored, we would go for movie together. game together. shopping together. although it's nothing much, but we had each other's company. we see each other grow. see each other change.
but, i'm still jealous that both of you had memorable moments as well.precious's not ok. i guess that's the reason why i'm unhappy. getting more and more unhappy and crappy. time to hit bed, when it's the only time i don't have to think of anything else.
iwannatakecareofyou.
7:19 PM
