Friday, March 14, 2008
it's cold day again. wore cardigan to work but it's still not enough. i think i'm getting old. leg suan now due to cold weather i think. today was much much much more peaceful than yesterday. if everyday are like that, that'll be great. i think i will lose weight and grow older if i continue this job. angry with the kids everyday. and the food they provide is super little. even kids eat 2 bowls, i eat 1 bowl. everyday reach home eat as if i've not eaten for the whole day.
shhh! a secret revealed here. many of the kids went disney on ice. so the class is left with 5 students. had been seeing them play that toy since weeks ago. so since i've got nothing to do today, i took and try to play. it's a toy that you have to turn and turn and turn. then pull then will have sound. keep failing. after several tries, managed to produce sound. was damn happy la. hahaha. but guess what? i hear a piak sound. LOL! i broke the toy.
i broke my student's toy. hahaha! okay, stop laughing at me. i was shocked la. thankfully that plastic didn't kill me. it's okay if it kill me. thankfully that the plastic flew off didn't hit my students. then i pay my student 70cents for the toy. LOL! it's secret k.. only invited readers know about it.
went shopping with mummy after work. saw things that i like, but over budget. i'm seriously broke! i need to add an extra "0" behind my pay. and i saw the shoe i want! other colors at $70. but still too ex. i think i wanna buy that mango top though it's over my budget. heh.
i wanna understand more, can i? i feel i'm sucha big failure man. heh.
really have no idea how i'm feeling.
no matter what, i can't win. just a word, beats all my effort. a place in her heart. do i have a place in your heart as well? yea, i know i have a place in your heart. but it's not enough. when you're sad, i'm sad. when you are happy, i'm happy. oh wells, you happy is all that matters. famous amos for love tomorrow! =D
oh man. not again. brother's crazy again.
whole chunk of words deleted for the benefit of readers. not enough sleep and it's causing me having foul mood. off for now.
3:39 PM
