Wednesday, February 13, 2008
i wanted the tears to stop when it's flowing non-stop. but it just wouldn't want to stop. i wanted the tears to flow. but it just wouldn't want to come out. only tiny drops of tears coming out, making me feeling worst. no, i'm not a cry baby. i just want to have a good cry which makes me feel better. i'm tired of the things happening around me. living in fear almost everyday. not knowing what will happen next. i think i'll die of heart attack one day. endless unfair treatments towards me. i tried to understand their actions. tolerating and giving in to them. but has anyone spare a thought for my feelings? just let me leave. run away. not knowing how to express my words either.
super randomness.
thinking back, i'm not the unreasonable girl anymore. or at least much much better. super soft hearted when it comes to him. i just love melting in his sweetness. there would come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person started to hate us but because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go. Sometimes you have to let go of what you can’t live without… and how did things turn out this way.
i want some nice food which i have been craving. perhaps it'll make me happier? even for a moment?
words in my heart, unsaid.
我的最爱.
3:53 PM
