Tuesday, January 15, 2008
yay-ness. fyp coding and report submitted.
left with weekly log, ppt and presentation.
thank you team mates for being so hardworking and sacrificing so much of your time in this project.
thank you to people who helped in this project. (:
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but for some unknown reason, i'm not feeling happy. pardon me if i sounds unhappy here. every now and then i'd be unhappy. i guess it's becos graduation is drawing nearer. monday today. which means 3 more weeks to graduation. i wonder why people want to leave this school asap. while i wish this day never come. ):
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sometimes im so tired with everything. no matter what, there will be gossips and views on the things i'm doing. i dont care whether it's becos you care or plainly becos you love gossiping. but if you are my friend, shouldn't you be supportive of my actions? im doing these becos it makes me happy. if you dont understand a single thing, then please shut up okay.
the things you said. you might be kidding and playing around. if it's a few times, then okay, i'm fine with it. but when you are unhappy, the things you said to me are really too much. even for nothing i recieve such craps. maybe cos im stupid or have slow reaction. that's why people like to bully me. and when that happens, i can only keep quiet. in the past, at least i have
you who will support me. now even
you say they are just joking. there should be a limit to these kind of jokes. i feel so wei qu that i have to tolerate everything. with no one helping me at all. im not angry. just upset. that when i'm bullied, all they do was to laugh. and the person is actually a friend. call yourself my friend when you are treating me like this. all along i've been qian jiu-ing and giving in to everything. but suddenly, now i feel i cant take it. know what? i almost cried becos of all these. fuck these crap.
ty for the little time.ily.
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