Tuesday, December 4, 2007
i miss previous fyp days. we would stay in school till night. i would stay up till pass midnight just to finish what i want to do. i will have a certain target how much i want to achieve by each night. although it's tiring, but at the end of the day, i feel a sense of satisfaction and achievement. but it isnt the same for this fyp. i dont even know what to write in weekly log. so you know what i mean. approximately one month to date of submission. i've no motivation to do it at all. i wonder what went wrong. hoho, good luck to me then.
life has been pretty dull for me. no outings or meet ups with friends. lesson, break time, after school, all are boring to the max. this week is week 11. soon i will graduate. i dont want i dont want!
met up a little while after school. and i was like "wow-ing" over the things he showed me. i wonder is it because we haven't met for a long time, or he got many things for me to "wow" in just a few days. heh, i think it's the latter. (:
sometimes i really wonder why i say wrong things at the wrong time. and doesnt say right things at the right time. my words would be pressurizing and irritating. and sometimes i dont know how im feeling. okay, 2 slaps please.
zaaaarrr seems to be sick. seriously hope he'll be fine. friends are sick. pengkee's sick too. get well soon kz. and of course, take care everyone. silly went to school although he's sick. tsk tsk.
iwishicantakecareofyou,likebefore.
sometimes i feel like i'm having depression. someone tell me what to do or save me please.
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but, no worries. life's beautiful. so look on the positive side of life. i'll be fine. (:
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